वोह अब भी है खोया !!!

दो  दिन  हु  पुरे , और  मैं   नहीं  सोया ,
दर्द  से  भारी ,ये   मेरा  दिल  नहीं  रोया,

चलता  हु  मैं  , जिस  गल्ली , जिस  डगर ,
खिल  खिलाते  सभी , बस  मैं  ही  हु  खोया !


रिश्तो  का  अब  मुझ  पे  बड़ा  भार  था ,
मेरी  पीड़ा  का  कारन  यह  संसार  था,
डरता  हु  की  कहीं  ये   न  तोड़े  मुझे ,
रात  हो , या  हो  दिन  बात  येही  सूझे ,

मिलता  हु  मैं  जिसे  इस  गली उस  डगर,
बडबडाते  सभी , बस मैं ही हु खोया !


भीड़  में  तनहा  चलता  फिरता  हु  मैं,
तक्रकर्के  खुद  से  नीचे   गिरता  हु  मैं,
मेरा  कोई  नहीं  मुह्ह्को   लगने  लगा ,
धोके  हैं  हर  कहीं , सब  है  देते  दगा,

ऐसा  बिलकुल  नहीं ,ऐसी  बातें  ना कर ,
चिल्लाते  सभी , बस  मैं  ही  हु  खोया !...


नफरत  का  मुह्ज्मे  एक  घर  बन  गया ,
सोचते  सोचते  अब  यह  घर  भर  गया ,
इस  घर  के  किवाड़ो  को  मैं  ना  धक्  सका,
आते  वोह  भी  रहे , ना  मन  कर  सका ,

रहते  हैं  वोह  यहीं , हर  घडी   हर  पहर ,
माफ़ी  हैं  मांगते... , बस  मैं  ही  हु  खोया !...


"कमज़ोर  है  तू , यह  तुने  साबित  किया ,
नफरत  का  तुने , आज  हित  ले  लिया ,
माफ़  कर  दे  देता उनको , गलती  करते  सभी,
जानता  तू  भी  है , तुझपे  मरते  सभी ,
रोले  जी   भर  के  तू , मन  को  हल्का  तू  कर ,
दोस्त  है  यह  सभी , डाटने  से  ना  दर,"


बात  कहदी  है  तुने  पते  की  अभी ,
मैं  समाज गया ,... बस वोह  अब  भी  है  खोया .... वोह  अब  भी  है  खोया !!!!


-राहुल

Madly in LOVE !!!!

Today ,i wish to tell you all my story,
It aint no feat, there aint no glory.
Its about me and a special someone,
Yes, yes you are right it is my Love Story.

It was a sunny morning and my day had just begin,
Sitting on my class desk, i saw some one just get in.
We all troubled her, and she asked us to keep silent,
On seeing no improvement now she began to get violent.
In all this confusion she still wore a smile,
I must admit i had never seen anything so wonderful in a long long while.

 I fell in deep love with her in that moment,
My Eyes wide open,no blinking , no movement.

I told her my feeling and me she outright rejected,
Sad as hell, i truly got dejected.

But To give up so easily, i wasnt the one,
If ever there would be someone, she had to be the one.

Every day of my life then, to her i dedicated,
She kept me on hold and i gladly waited.

I knew that one day she had to tell yes,
This was a true feeling and not a wild guess.

Time kept flying, and i continued to showed her my love,
She wasnt the one who would so easily bow.

Never in my life had i ever worked so hard,
With every no of hers, she made me feel like a retard..

After years of trying, when i lost all my hope,
Sadness so grave, dint know how to cope ?

For one last time again i tried,
On my true love i fully relied,
And her answer this time again made me cry.

 But this time the tears were of joy and not sadness,
This is where it all began, Call it our love or even call it Madness !!!

A Kind Advise

What is it that we all fear the most ?
Is it Man, God or is it a Ghost?
What is it that troubles our sleep???
Thoughts so heavy  and indeed very deep ?

Let us get together and now solve this puzzle,
It's a forecast for a thunderstorm,come, lets take shelter while it drizzles.

I asked myself this question and "It's Me",death responded,
Are you the reason why my mind always Pondered???

"Death is ineveitable, and that you must have heard,
Be it a Man, woman or even  for a Bird.

Why is it that you fear it then?
Is it because you dont know its  who,how or when?

You  fear your life because of the people you live with,
Life to you is reality and death will always be a myth.

Your family and  friends, you love them a lot,
With them you have played, with them you have fought.

From them only death could take you apart,
And this is why you fear even to have that bad , but real thought.

Its not your life but its the people that you are  attached to,
Thanks to them ,now the value of LIFE and DEATH you knew.

While you have the time and your heart still beats,
Dont spend it all on yourself or for your own selfish greed.

Cause when death will be near,You shall truly repent,
While having the life, why wisely you didnt spend.

What goes away shall never come back,
If its true for TIME, then its true for your LIVES.

Its still not too late, and for you i shall wait,
Its not written, and only you write your own fate.

Yes indeed i am inevitable and of that i boast, i pride,
And in ordr to live life happily you have to make me your guide.

This is death speaking and this is my kind advise,
Live life with joy and hope i get to visit you at your own Choice !!!!

Even Life had an Answer

Please Read My earlier Poem Life is the Cancer which you should find in one of the below posts before you read this one. Thanks.

A few months back, there was a man,
Who had to be reminded, many have and even he can,
Just a few days back to him life replied,
Just like back then even today he cried.
But those were the tears of sadness and anger,
Which have now made the young man a lot more stronger.
Life replied,

 "When times are bad, nothing goes your way,
Faster then  wind your thoughts begin to sway.
Never wanting to work hard,  You always dreamt for the best,
In GOD you always you let all your hopes rest.
In order to get ,you must learn to give,
I wanted to , but in you ,i was never made to believe.
I am very just and and truly fair,
To Blame and abuse me not many do dare.
When things are smooth and no problems surround, never ever ever, did me you thank,
And Life you always weighed with the money left in your bank.
Look around you, see people with an open eye,
Faces filed with questions when, how and Why.??
Looking at them did you ever stop by ??,Then in order to help you ,should i even try??.
I was just the ship, But you were MY captain,
Why should then i be blamed for YOU taking me in the wrong direction.
To drive me i must say you were not qualified,
Because of your decisions, not only you , but even i drowned,i died.
You are still young and i shall still think to  forgive,
You shall get enough, but now must learn to give.
Life is not as simple as you thought it would be,
Every day of it you must accept and with it agree.
Sooner or later you shall get what you deserve,
I am still with you, if you dont believe then try feeling your nerve".

Remembering his words"Death is releif Buddy, life is the Cancer"
Offended as hell now Even Life had an Answer.